As I found myself struggling with the desire to build a community, in October 2003 I signed up for a week-long silent meditation retreat at Sunrise Ranch, near Loveland, Colorado, where it is said John Galt, the protagonist of Ann Rand’s Atlas Shrugged allegedly took refuge.
One day on a long hike, I was caught in a rainstorm and took shelter in a small log cabin which happened to be the ranch library, featuring a modest bookshelf on each wall, four worn leather reading chairs arranged around a coffee table, on which lay a book at the center called A Cosmic View Of The Bible, by Grace Van Duzen.
Hours later I returned to the ranch, bought a copy of the book, and asked whether Grace would be willing to sign it. The next day, book in hand, I knocked on Grace’s door and was greeted by her secretary who led me to her office where a Margaret Thatcher-like figure sat, fully erect, hair perfectly coiffured, with full makeup, oxygen tube in each nostril. I had barely recovered from my shock when Grace asked, “What’s on your mind?” Unable to answer quickly, she asked again, so I mumbled something about wanting to build a community like Sunrise Ranch.
Thereupon Grace opened my newly purchased book and asked “What is your name?” So she proceeded to write, “To Sina.” Then she asked, “What’s the name of your community?” After a few seconds of hesitation, I said “Highland something.” So she wrote, “at Highland Community.” Then she asked, “how many members do you plan to have?” Unsure of the answer, I mumbled, “ A couple hundred.” Seemingly irritated, Grace looked up from the page and said, “if you want to make a difference, you need to attract 144,000 members.”
By that point I was not sure whether Grace was cosmic or crazy and was ready to leave when she asked, “So what’s holding you back? What are you afraid of?” Without missing a beat I said, “I am afraid if I build it, they will not come.” Grace shot back saying “I’ll tell you what you should be afraid of – that you build it and the wrong people come.”
At this point Grace closed the book, her secretary stood up, and I was ushered out of the room where I proceeded to open the book to see the following message:
To Sina, at Highland Community, with Love as we serve the Lord and let His Light reach all corners of the Earth.
Grace Van Duzen
Nov. 1, 2003…
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